Unfortunately I'm probably not going to finish even the first round...
I just don't have the time or the energy to compete in OCTs anymore, a really sad thought because I still enjoy the experience itself, It's just become hard for me to deliver on my own expectations. I'm really sorry to Kirrw
too, I know you've worked really hard on your end and I hate that I'm not able to show you what I had planned for Amber.
I'll probably regret it later, but I just can't keep piling stuff on my plate right now! I have a horrid habit of biting off more than I Can chew and then just spitting it all back out saying I'll do it later. Which is....Gross sounding--BUT YOU GET THE IDEA. I don't think I'll quit the OCT scene entirely, if one opens up and I get the urge to enter it, I definitely will. As it stands now though I can't handle WC, work, and Senior year all at once, especially when I really need to work on my own work ethic. ""
AND I GO AGAIN TO DISAPPEAR.